Idea of a care giver

February seemed to just fly by. Had lots of Birthdays too! Which for the most part once again I struggle
with what to do. Thank goodness once again I am able to be creative and make gifts. My Brother
loves gum so I made him a Gum card. My Pappa loves my hats I have crocheted so I made him
a new one. And then others I just make cards to what they like in life or how smart they are!!!!

But February also brought a new thought in my life as role of being a potential part time care
giver and looking for assisted living places. For my VERY ill father N Law and also my Mom
has been asking me to look on the Internet. Thank goodness for the Internet!!!

I look at my two dear loved ones and think man how did the years go by this fast
and they get so sick. I know everyone gets older and with age sickness does come.
I feel my bones creak more each day. I can say they have both lived good lives and now
its up to us to make their final days comfortable as possible.I so struggle with the thought of
losing them and how my life is moving into middle age and I still have 30yrs of working to do.
I want to make the most of my days and yet some days its just a fight to keep moving.
But I will just to have to keep singing one of my favorite songs The Joy of the Lord
will be my strength! I will not falter or faint. He will uphold me all my days. I am surrounded
by Mercy and Grace!!!!