Wordless Wed.. (I know its Thur.) LOL

A for April

Getting close to April.. Man time just flying by..

So what can we say about A..

April
Abject to having MORE SNOW.  waiting for spring to come.. Doesn't seem never will..
Abundant things to do but NOT being able to motivate to do them.
Accomplish One thing at a time. Got  my lists and just needing to follow threw.
Anonymous like that word for some reason.. LOL
Abundant of ways to look at a problem.
Able to find away to stay sane.
Adapt to my life now as a caregiver
Appears that I am on a roll.
Apprehend the person who said I was dumb.
Affliction of having people near me who think that life should
Applaud them for being
ALIVE and THANKFUL
Applaud me for wanting to TRY..
Aspire to be a better person.
Audible voice in my head that tells me I will be OK..
Awe of the Friends in my life who seem to make LIFE look easy.
Address the need of Showers in this house.but NOT
Appropriate place to discuss the need for that NOW.. LOL
Animals that are both
Adorable but VERY messy..
Act to  become more
Addicted to having a clean house and life.
Appear to be getting close to being
At a pause for this session of As..

I like doing these.. Words are my friends and I always HOPE to learn
new things each day!

196 books idea of books/ smaller version

OK so my close friend posted about a lady read 196 books from other countries.
 So I decided I wanted to do a similar project not so much of reading but writing.
But not sure if it would work or if anyone has tried it.

So I decided I like to write and blog and ..
But stamps being expensive not sure if I will do..

50 States.
50 people.
50 Cards.
Maybe it would work what Would be my theme.. ??????

Turning 50
50 reasons to be happy
50 Ways not to be bored
50 Ways to show love for others
50 Ways to make a difference in Life
50 Ways to Think In life.
50 Things to do In life

Oh well just thinking about the number 50.. LOL .

My M's For MARCH

What Can I Say... Well Here are some Mmmms to describe the Month

March..
Moms Birthday Month
Memories are fading of When I HAD fun with Friends
Must find some NEW ways to have FUN
Meet some New people who are caregivers
Make some crafts
Munch on some new Veggies
Meaningful conversations needed to adjust my need for friends.
Meekly and humbly ask for forgiveness of those I have wronged
Meltdowns have to stop, watch for triggers.
Meal times HAVE to get easier
Movement of fun in exercise has to start back up.
Manners needing some updating
Motivated... Need to RELEARN what that means
Money- Think I really need to get a better CAREER NOT just a JOB
Meditate on the GOODNESS of God and BE THANKFUL
Materialize the REALITY of GETTING MY PERMIT!!!  
Make PLANS for a vacation!

That's  the LIST for March!! 
OH ONE FOR M--- WISH I had MAGIC to get this DONE!!!

Flowers, Favors and Forget

I GOT flowers and candy this year for valentines day. My hubby doesn't believe in Silly holidays and
not a big celebrator for many things.. (birthdays, holidays) He used to spoil me allot more the first
5 yrs of our marriage. But He also has had a bypass surgery and became diabetic
so that changed our lives allot.So this was a VERY nice surprise.

 Flowers did help cheer me up from getting kinda a bad report from the doc.
 Good news not major surgery ,
Bad news I do have a polyp and small mass in one
ovaries  and not sure of the other. And she wants to do out patient treatment. Which I am so
glad about except I am care taking my Mom who WANTS to be waited on hands and foot.

Favor is for that I will find the right answer to handle this situation and also in care giving in
general. Mom is compassionate but also difficult at the same time.I am trying to reach out
online to ideas from care giving sites. And just hope and pray that I can find the right person
to connect with.
I also must say I DO have favor having such a awesome sister N Law that has taught me
so much about care giving. . 

Forget.. I hate how things can pass threw my mind so quickly.. Forgetting birthdays..
Which this month I am on overload.. (I had 4 on Feb. 13)  I have tons of calendars for this
reason and paper I cant have enough. But lately just seem to not be able to remember
anything. So I just have to write more which is OK because I do LOVE writing..

visual blessings: Visual Prayer Ideas & Techniques

visual blessings: Visual Prayer Ideas & Techniques: Listening  & Responding to the Holy Spirit   in a Visual Way Preparation:   ~ Get drawing/art materials & sketchbook re...



I so will look forward to what all I can learn from this wonderful artist and I know it will be such a

wonderful new way of helping my goal for this year to be closer to Jesus! 

Happy New Year

Wow 2014 ! We are already nine days into it and just is so amazing how it is flying by..

Been a whole Month since Mom had stints put in her heart.. Now finally back in Rehab
again.. Sadly was a hard day for me and seeing Mom today I just keep realizing how frail life
is and you just never know how long we have with each other..

Through the process I hope this year will bring us into a healthy state of  mind with eating..
Since being in hospital Mom has been starting to lose weight.. I hope I can join her this year
and lose weight myself.  But not the DIET way or some pill or some new quick fix.. I hope that
I will see my two big GOALS from my bucket list start

1. EAT more Healthy foods.. FRUITS and VEGGIES..
2. Get MY Drivers license and NOT JUST the permit this YEAR!!!!!!
(I have had my permit 3 times but never had a car to take the test)

I am keeping my Goals small this year but these TWO will probably take a
good part of the year to do.. Here is hoping!!!

Here is progress of Mom now moving into rehab! She is such a Trooper!